Strange Appetite

How I pray that I will be delivered from these appetites
These unwholesome cravings and desires that continually
emanate from within me

How can I explain that my heart draws to the very things
that I’m meant to run away from?
How come I find myself pursuing the very things that snuff
out the life of God in me?
Were these the thoughts in the heart of Samson every time
he journeyed down to Timnath?
Did he pray as I am doing when he stubbornly insisted on
marrying the philistine that his father and mother said No
to?
Did David also go through this struggle in the little moment
he had to process the image of naked Bathsheba?
But they are gone now, I am here at this moment,
Faced constantly with the decisions of saying Yes or No to
these raging forces within me,
Pornography, Masturbation A visit to my fiancée’s house,
bitterness, anger and malice.......
I guess I can’t mention them all, but you know what ails
you,
You understand better the things I’m speaking about as it
pertains to you....
You need help obviously, but it won’t come if you will
continue to be a slave in silence,
There is help for you my friend, you just need to speak
out....
Strange Appetites, the grave of many bright destinies....
Talk to someone today, make that call, send that message,
reach out for help, it is just around the corner....
May Grace attend your way today......
I care.
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